Wednesday, April 7, 2021

Haiku Retrieved

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

Some Haiku 20-21 

 

 

for M. M. 


1.

Rain-green the headlands

resuscitate Tamalpais

thought of Mike McClure



2.

A woman I think

ceaselessly cutting her nails

on the public train

 

 

3. 

A flimsy storm today

long dryness drinks it all in 

and is still thirsty





The streetlights came on

as the winter sunset trees

told the tardy hour







 

 


Wednesday, March 31, 2021

Holy Week 2021

 

 


 

Blessings to all involved

On Palm Sunday the Flaneur went into a church to pray for the first time in a year. 

This hiatus was not due to negligence but to the facts on the ground -- the churches have been under quarantine. I went up to the Cathedral of Christ the Light while on a Sunday stroll by Lake Merritt. My thought was perhaps there would be blessed palms outside the doors. Lo and behold the doors were open a Spanish language mass had taken place earlier and only a few people were in evidence.

There was a vague feeling of absence lingering in the brilliant sacred space. It was not the proverbial "absence of God" but the almost ubiquitous emptiness of public spaces and the awareness that this had been maintained at a minimum by clergy and staff for an entire year. Evenings lit by altar lamps alone.

Yet the life of the spirit, of the mind, and of the heart endured while I stayed in contemplative solitude. Fitting that at Easter in early Spring the flower of life opens again.





 

31 March 2021




Saturday, March 27, 2021

Medium Coolness

 

 



  I Belong to the 45 RPM Generation

 

Vinyl seven inch records, introduced by RCA in1949,  came in the early 1950's and so it happens did I. I recall having a kids' 45-only player and a small stash of brightly colored small patters. A picture disk "Superman" comes to mind.

Radio, block dances, and neighborhood jukeboxes hipped me to Rock and Roll at a precociously young age. I bought my first singles in 1961-- Dion was a favorite. The Sixties went on to be the Golden Age of the 45 single. Take a look at the hit singles charts from then, eighty percent are memorable classics. My brothers brought home records by The Beach Boys and by Spector-esque girl groups. My collecting really began in earnest in December 1963 after Jack Parr Show had shown a film of The Beatles. The next day I found their first hit with a fascinating sleeve -- pudding-basin haircuts & matching suits. The Rolling Stones, The Searchers, The Kinks, The Yardbirds etc. soon followed them into my special desk drawer. 

The the most life-changing 45 of them all was the other-worldly Columbia release, "Like a Rolling Stone" by Bob Dylan The rim shot that began the cultural revolution, July 1965. I went to the Newport Folk Festival for the first time that same month as the spell-binding song hit the top ten. I can say with out overstatement life has never been the same since. And I never stopped buying every single he subsequently released.

There followed many wonderful Folk Rock singles which segued seamlessly into the first singles by oncoming rush of psychedelia. Cream, Hendrix, Big Brother -- one mind-expanding revelation after another. 

And yet by the time the decade drew to an close, the single began to wane. Original albums, which had once been almost afterthoughts assembled around previously release hit singles, became the dominant mode. As the seventies reached mid-point one usually only sought them out as odd one-shots or until the next album appeared.

Then came ads in the Village Voice and startling records in select record shops for a new wave  of underground rock. I sent away to New York City for Television's "Little Johnny Jewel" on Ork records and for the Sire reissue of Patti Smith's debut "Hey, Joe/Piss Factory" which arrived autographed by her. My first signed 45 was in fact an indie release by Willie "Loco" Alexander, "Kerouac/ Mass Ave" which also came in the mail with an autograph. Punk/New Wave singles restored my faith in rock, after these earliest ones came the deluge.   

I had already begun a hobby of collecting books that I would get signed at readings by authors and poets. In fact the first time I met Patti in Providence College in 1978 I got one of her books signed and not a single sleeve. But by that same year I had started to bring sleeves to club shows to get signed. I developed my modus operandi of bringing only the sleeve in a bespoke cardboard folder. I would tuck it under my belt in back beneath my sport coat. I could pretty much forget about it until an opportunity arose. I never lost or rumpled a single one. 

The first two I sought and scored were The Talking Heads "Psycho Killer" and The Cars "Just What I Needed" (in red vinyl). Both were obtained at the Paradise Club in Boston by asking a stage-hand to take it to the band in the dressing room. They were both returned to me signed but after noticing the devious envious looks by the stagehands I decided I had better rely on my own luck in the future and to try meet the band in person.

I relocated to the West Coast in January 1979 and found I could often just charm my way to the dressing room door myself. The B52s welcomed me back for a chat at UC's Pauly Ballroom. I'd seen the band as a unexpected delight in NYC only a few months prior. The intense boywonder Elvis Costello welcomed me onto his tour bus warmly if rather briefly

Record store appearances were frequent in Berkeley in 1979. Autograph-hounding was expected at them and it was a easy score even if they usually lacked the cherished memories of backstage encounters. Examples included: Joe and Paul of the Clash looking disgruntled to be there on the afternoon before their American debut (also in Berkeley); John Cale acting almost misanthropic (few fans had shown up). The intense wonder Elvis Costello welcomed me onto his tour bus warmly if rather briefly

Gigs were perforce more fun. The only artist that acted Frank Sinatra-like when I  asked for an autograph was Joe Jackson. He said, "As long as it's just you" (there was no one else anywhere around). The polar opposite would be Tom Robinson of in Berkeley and Paul Weller in San Francisco who hung out with us. I didn't usually bring sleeves to bigger shows in San Francisco and hadn't for The Jam but what matter? The attraction of seeking autographs, was meeting someone I admired, a band whose music sent me, to have a look in their eyes and see what they were like. The trophy of the signed record was almost secondary.

The Two-Tone Ska revival was pandemonius I met The Selecter, was backstage with The Beat and hung out a bit with The Specials all of whom signed multiple sleeves. The Specials were lounging around a club on Broadway in SF where their show for the night had been postponed for the next night in a larger venue. The Offs opened The Specials show was constant movement to the irresistible beat

I had a penchant for winning free tickets on KALX radio-- I always knew the answers to contest questions.I went to several shows a week on guest lists in addition to the ones for which I paid admission. I only sought signatures at a small number of them. Then as the 80s shaped up, I had more connections through radio work and eventually work on box sets for Rhino records which led to more guest lists and all-access passes. 

By the 1990s I rarely engaged in the sport but of course would when the artists involved were too beloved not to go and meet. John Lydon at a bookshop for his book signing graciously signed my Sex Pistols & PiL single sleeves as well. Joe Strummer on his last go round provided a heart-warming memory with a little heartache attached. I waited until his in-store set and long long line of admirers had gone by to become the last person in line and to talk a bit. He was much sweeter than in our first encounter (we had both just turned 50 that month). I gave him an original color photo print from his glory days signing "White Riot" and a 101ers  sleeve. He selected them from the small pile I had brought with me--you were supposed to ask him to sign only his new CD..

Today they are still sparkling memories and treasured possessions which as everybody knows you can't take with you when you go. I am still delighted by them and gratified by my careful preservation and enhancement of them. Perhaps somewhat younger than myself, can carry them on in a kindred spirit. 

Children get your culture and don't stand there and gesture.

 

 

 

 

 

Friday, March 26, 2021

Poetry Day 2021



   



 A Year of Self Isolation

The Flaneur is back out on the streets after a double shot of Moderna.

When the CDC recommended revising one's behavior I said, 

"Self isolation? Social distancing? I invented it!"

Yes, the Flaneur is a longtime loner mostly by choice

yet he is not misanthropic and he enjoys the company of others.

I am quite capable of the sort of dialectical thinking 

that can hold two opposing premises at once.

"Hell is other people."

"Heaven is other people."

All of the above.

So circumstances permit me to resume the occasional blog.

It remains to be seen if anyone notices

Posted a few haiku on social media platforms

in the Dark Year of 2020. 

A yearly minimum to keep one's poetic license valid.

Here is something written on National Poetry Day 2021







Maturity

I rest my skullcap

On the four corners of the globe

Heedless traffic passes underneath

 

Semi-deserted in recent years

I'm having myself cremated early

To save my loved ones the trouble


March 2021





Tuesday, December 17, 2019

December's Orphans (poetry)











 
 
 
December's Orphans
 
 
 
 
They opened my tea chest
and discovered I had become
an infamous monster of filmland
There was no excuse
I could see it coming
could have taken a different road
 
I'd had my run in supernova
went back to being an ordinary star
somehow avoided a black hole
Other planets grow older and more distinct
The crowds are vast and distracted
easy to anger and to lose the point
 
I'm forced to use retro rockets
tired old conformist tropes
to slow re-entry into daily life
Enormous school of shadowy fish
part ahead of my splashdown
aging backward through my dissent
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Pouring Winter rain
in shorts and baby carriage
runs around 7th street corner
How strange the rain a
after its prolonged absence
Puddles in action on a roof
hours later still moving
That it should make this sound
miraculous planet
That drought and desert should be
dangerous planet
That flood or tidal wave
should come down
Darkness in the day
the doors all wash away
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
My capsule became cracked
I was already post-human
intersecting immaterial world
 
Bystanders were flooded
with unfamiliar memories
songs and jungle
jingle bells
bells
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Outside my window
winter storm on the way
gulls carousel past
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Friday 13th
 
Something odd
will come to pass
you may break
 a drinking glass
 
 
 
 
 
 
Rain in rooftop puddle
the moon has burst a bubble
A world sunk in muddle
image capture by the Hubble
 
Under the Long Night Moon
 
 
Last full moon parade
of this dysphoric decade
Thoughts of a world
not God but man has made
 
Under a Long Night Moon
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Epiphenomenal ice pack
recedes into the general water planet
Moisture invades my cracker barrel


 
 



Crisis Climate
 
We sailed so far and vast
that we reached the edge of the world
without meaning to
without knowing it was near

Five days from it we turned about
by then the cataclysm was unavoidable
some of us said it didn't exist
that it was a mirage of the sea

Product of a devil's idle whim
but the sea itself flowed over the chasm
where did it migrate to?
the world afloat in a shoreless sea

A snow squall vanished
the ship's denouement
we were long past the last longitude
there was no turning about







Libido wants to satisfy itself
That doesn't mean it's evil
The ego wants to gratify itself
Pop goes the evil




How great are the humble
How fatuous are the famous







The yelp of a dog in the manger
kneeling at the foot of the Baby
asleep in the animal feed
You are going to give him
a Christ complex
Seen baby-worship before
but this is ridiculous
He does look great though
Take thee and eat?
 not for dogs








To the Trained Ear
 
I contrived to lead a life
in which I was exposed only
to naturally occurring noises
 
Aeolian harp in a glade
to recall the idea of music
brought indoors in Winter
 
When songbirds are gone
when at night I heard
wind and many wolves
 




 
 
 
 
December 2019
 
 



 
 
 
 


Conservatory of Flowers
Golden Gate Park



 

Monday, November 18, 2019

Fade Into November (poetry)






 
 
 



 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Fade Into November




Whenever I find myself growing grim
about the mouth, whenever it is
a damp, drizzly November in my soul...
I take to a ship

                        Herman Melville



 
 
The quicksand in the hour glass
I've had hours of ill repute
Once your feet are buried
they don't return
Trident gate to the casino of loss
Iron fence topped
by playing card symbols
Breech is inevitable
lightning felled the oak
Lawnmower man circles back
tickets inserted in the brim
of his mad hat
All play by surrational rules
internal hallways
Women record countless
subconscious details
intuition as pattern recognition
People become atmospheric
to provide a skeleton for the future
from open-air pauper
  to entombed billionaire
Jailers who jingled the keys
thrown now into solitary
Gradually move out onto a branch
past death row and gas chamber
One maybe granted temporary clemency
Still must eat and sleep
all much earlier though
Edenic garden no clothes
no shame as promised
and as expected
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I leave the lights on
so I don't sleep forever
 
I wish I could say otherwise
If I could I'd go elsewhere
 
 
We all have to serve out
our life sentences
I opened my cell door
 before they could lock it
And went out on a spacewalk
in the hallway
in the stairway
in the Milky Way



 

Onset of the Cold
 
Unmistakable instinctual
response to cold and dark
first ice in the marshes
Wooden houses on hillsides
howl in the gale
Woodland creatures retreat
into nooks and nests
Rotund bears drowse
on fermented fruit
Armies of starlings
retrieve denuded seeds
Will-o-wisps foxfire frost fairies
Long nights of vagrant stars
each a survival test
 Haunted past--cartons of books
where nobody looks
 the tire chains approach
Bleak days of inverted gray
Rain and wind moves a iron skull
one hundred years closer
to the Canadian falls
Islands not there anymore
Yukon Klondike Bering Strait
move in next door
to the Northern temperate zone
all farther and further away
Blown away by the wind
Downpour
 in the mountains of madness








Redness in the trees
sleek white clouds are shaped like sharks
train tracks remote cries








Before I awake antlers appear like fungi
everywhere I had slept the night
rolling around on a mossy hillside
Tributaries of the soil emissaries
just as shrubs and trees
breezy though like fluent coral
branches in an ocean current
Nudibranch undulate in the sea
before land-locked cactus
I wave back in return reflex
from my bed in Emeryville
Where I flew to Micronesia
and back in less time than
 the velvet antlers took to grow
Passing clouds leaves ragged patches
tatterdemalion
on the asymmetrical racks
lungs and viscera
the heads of Easter Island
buried here upside down



 
 
 
After the clock change
dinner in early darkness
poignancy of time






November is the Norway of the Year

in fact is drear
in a country house
newly leafless trees
crowd the lamplight
the clocks turned back
it's twilight time
slow motion amber
tree sap verdigris
the winds hurdy-gurdy
fleshy leaves moist
from phantom rain squall
passed through
 overnight as I slept
midnight view from the loft
November fields blanched
in starlight in moonlight
hallucinatory figure
furtive passage bundled-up
steals diagonal trespass
old stone walls subdivide
flaxen fields into
grave-spilled stones






Notes in English

Shadenfreude for a schizoid
scholarly schmuck
trying to split the schnitzel
without having to spend a lot
on the schmaltz





 
 One saw end times coming
they came and went
People ask
What happened to
the Apocalypse?
It's here, it's now
It's every minute
all the time
 




 


Storm's chaos subsides
jarring cold mundane rain
battlefield of survival strewn
with household casualties
soggy doggy digs
turmoil under the overpasses
bomb cyclone versus
pvc sheets old doors

Sound like fire-crackers
big drops of wind-driven rain
on November's window
first storm a real squall
Throw open the window
Sheets of rain twist and roil
flags whip relentless
rain comes inside on me

People outside huddle
under tarps and flimsy tents
spared this weather
dry and mild
until late in the year
now the landlord is here
wind cold rain all at once
cold clouds twist in the wind


  


 an alto trumpet
clarion of coffee time
petite tea kettle

       





November 2019


 
 







 

Saturday, October 19, 2019

October Poem Tome






 











October Poem Tome
 
 
 
 
Ad Astra
 
God sent a self-driving car for me
Its destination was encrypted
I got in I had no choice
I went along for the ride
hazy day no horizon
I whistled a sad air
the limo went past the graveyard
and kept on it didn't stop
I passed by granite cathedrals
outdoor stations-of-the-cross
The vehicle knew where
I did not
 
The sky resembled a frozen lake
Nightfall and the misty stars
The stars said I was headed north
We never stopped--Water
 apricots nuts cheese and flatbread
had been laid in
The landscape at night was white
Mountainous silhouettes rose and fell
 
The limo came to a halt
I got out without stopping
Lastly a vast green bar in space
growing larger enveloping the full moon
throwing tentacles of astral color
to all horizons of a trembling earth
Darkness gave way to utter splendor
irrational astonishment
Mind heading heavenward 
on its journey to the stars
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Black Apples of Tibet
 
I conceived of a new planetary system
that revolved around me
a police car gum machine panache
No one would have to know
I'd exist only to those
in my perceptual spectrum
And walk around undersea cities
and forests ablaze
Still stopping at red lights
wearing clothes and passing
for normative
Comets and mystic moons
mine alone to behold
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
10 seagulls at dusk
harass a strange bird roosting
on the dark tower
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
100 crows cross
7th street in Chinatown
flocks of October
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Hares go forth after dark
except in mating season
happening naturally in march
 
 
 

 
 
 
Tate in 85
I went deep into Blake's light
quiet few people
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
When a broke grifter in a cheap hotel
notices the Gideon's bible
he sees his next career move
 
 

 
 
Sometimes I wonder if there is
anyone pervy enough to really dig
my deformity
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Punk: Not a mode of music or dress but permanent revolution
a dialectic between mindless positivism
and the great negativistic hand
 
 
 
 
 
 
Urban Nighttime Soundscape
 
Sirens at bed time
get so you no longer notice
Trains like old memories
fading as they go
Street sleepers may argue
usually just before dark
Weaponized motorcycles
a moving gun show parade
Some with ultra loud music
hostile militarized radio
All audio phenomena embedded
in the highway's toxic whisper
 
 
 
 
Yacht Club Bench Point
 
barefoot in clover
marine cloud blankets the coast
bridges at high points only
jeep pulls up with bullhorn
boat anchored fishing
in the marina channel
get lost
other side of the breakwater
saltwater expanse like manifest mind
existence in cleavage in the trees
refracted in all ways
congeals bright fungus like
berkeley cops roll by
 the outskirts on the bay
past the edge of town
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
In search of the lost papyrus
on which my first poem was read
Nothing to do with Osiris
Nothing to do with the dead
 
 
I saw a ship behind the sun
Coming my way
Couldn't make it out in the brilliance
Then behind it three ships
Then another row of five
then nine an armada
fanning out behind
The lead ship of the sun
 
 
 
 
 
 
Against my will
I started to become a monster
I was in farmland a lot
terrible animal husbandry
The old Onanist
who wore out his balls
Hitler gave anti-Semitism
a bad name
I found the backdoor to Hell
Not to get in but to get out
I wrote a long letter to God
to ask for forgiveness again
His métier after all
Imagine the worst person in the world
having the most military might
Would a guillotine be too much?
Special rendition to a secret prison?
Plea bargain for waterboarding at Gitmo
the Art of the Deal
Fate's inexplicable arrow
 






 
 
 
Haunted by the eccentric
eschatologist
who sleeps in a mummy bag
inside an Egyptic sarcophagus
now afloat in a flooded basement
sand and seawater
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


 
 
 The world to be seen and unseen
so much seen once and not seen again
the finite unspooling of subjective perception
water in a infinite glacial state
all perception exists as one mind
outside of time dreaming in
dreaming the world of time
birth death incidents along the road
mainly monotonous tarmac
some tar pits some mere mirage
Epiphanous amnesties
mild neuronic action out of doors
Tuning forks wind down
Mo more asphalt no more
gas stations no more cows
Wind and weather
scrub the crime scene
sand in the hourglass
cease to add up
the ambiguous incalculable





 
 
 
 
Great Ohlone rock
cresting the sunlit ridge top
alone not for long







Over three clear nights
never saw the Hunter's moon
cold breeze from the Gate





Devil's Wind

Leaves and debris flags and bags
hurdy gurdy in the wild breeze
the first sun seems wan
The lacuna of the universe
the black hole at the galactic center
indeed a worm hole may be
Life comes back fast
after great extinction events
new aggressive spiders
 
 




The Past Thundered Past
 Old Amherst Mass

(memoir of grimoire)

Emily's for Halloween
One more empty haunted edifice
On Pleasant Street was it?
Call it Pleasant Street
The busy little liquor store
The dismal City Hall
restroom open at night
A fountain a church
Sidewalks rolled up and stored
for morning with glad rags strewn
The former Folklore Center
A rustic store for country food in bulk
 a freaked-out peaceful life
Fahey LPs esoteric books
for a conjectural world view
Borderland conjuring
Log's bar eagerly entered
easily forgotten nights
when Sticky Fingers was new
Ramshackle topiary hut out back
Smoke lodge for a fleeting house

The cemetery a stone's throw away
Austere Dickinson plot
Legend hidden by a wrought iron fence
Stars roll upward from burial mounds
The Dickinson estate behind a row of trees
Its garden I spectered alone
on gelatinous nights set in  moonlight
Slept in a drowsy meadow
just down the railroad tracks
Through the Pioneer Valley chilly night
light still on up late
Had a crummy place here one year
How gleeful it was to live
Somewhat poor and young
copious hashish and laughter
Throwing open the bathroom window
in wee wee hours
to watched the train thunder
just below


Mad face paintings a blue guru
white-washed skull mask
Nosferatu skull cap
Bonfire at Erik the Rat's
in feral Belchertown
Sunken eyes and a ruffled shirt
blonde succubus on either arm
New England rocked the cradle
on All Hallow's Eve






Head of the Estuary



1.
Squadron of sea birds
hover high over--shadows
on distant high-rise



2.
The church foyer lit
sunlight on a baptism font
ineffable organ chord



3.
World reassembling
the Cleveland Cascade respite
as the world cascades



4.
So quiet the peace
seven silent geese passed
water turns the page










Three ravens keep
a open eye
waiting for me
to pass by
 
 
 


 
October
2019