Tuesday, April 23, 2019

April is Poetry Month

















 

 
 




 
 
Holy Thursday

Duck Season on San Francisco Bay

early for the ferry
this morning the mother duck
with five live hatchlings in close formation
glides in the estuary shallows
first tender day of Spring weather
air still cold over the Bay
moving through it at our clip
face masked with a black cashmere scarf
as if others didn't already
think me different enough
Bay bridge and cinematic city
well up like 3D FX
most of the sparse passengers
de-board downtown stunned or stoned
We who travel on to the Wharf
brace before the chill
of Thrilling Golden Gate
Art farm Sausalito
in a Cezanne light
harbor seals bark
but our barque sails on
Sidewalks bulge but
the deluge is still to come
Decide I'll walk the main drag today
past the brilliant red buildings
 visible from space
Lurid kitsch horror
entertainment billboards
hover overhead
Old tableau a dummy
overhead in a life preserver
gigantic lighthouse prism
revolve the kaleidoscope
of Fisherman's Wharf
outlandish vehicles
megawatt primary colors
the old Fisherman's neon raincoat
Flowers for the Dungeness crab
on Hyde Street Pier
the tall ships renewed and resplendent
Mild enough walk into frigid water
I liberate the small beach
children and others come and go
Alone again two iridescent ducks swim in
Upend themselves finding food
Small wave tosses one out of the water
onto his feet in the sand no problem
soon another wave lifts both out of the water
they poetically turn it into flight
Overhead a sinister silver plane
with a huge surveillance disk
goes out low past the Gate
and comes back again
Leaving the Port of Oakland
several gunboats were seen racing in
endless anxious preparedness


Big flock of black terns
on waters under the bay bridge
shift when the ferry comes
I've lost the butterfly effect
my heart doesn't flutter
into somersaults  of elation
as it once did
yet peace is briefly held
astonishment of topography
sea and sky orchestrations
the feats and stunts of civilization
the ease of an adventure such as mine
the new eastern span sifts
 Mount Tamalpais
Stop at the Alameda side
two perfect ducks in flight
level with me
returning on the mythic path I just came
estuary trail the Bay bridge and Golden Gate
line up in the shimmer
the warmest day this year


 

metallic full moon
bangs a gong in Chinatown
purple gray light



 




 





 


 
 
 
Easter Outing
 
 
 
 
 
In kite-like solitude
rocks on a submarine walkway
high tide waters with creation look
not dirty old Bay
Two geese both in the seawater
preening they double themselves
kick rapid little kicks
flapping up to walk on water
throwing the heads back
to vibrate against wings
 
Married couple of ducks
on the ramp into the drink
a lone ducks flies over
both recoil instinctually
for a rival duck or a hawk
First kite I watched
flew over to the marina cove
and fell as if off a cliff diving
slender slingshot wings
Past the rocks a fisherman
casts out existentially
 silent sail sound of the waves
ululating a neon green rock
grown heavy in moss
 
The two ducks of Easter
patrol the rail swimming
then come inside with me
From here I hear all the words
 the water makes
Young Mom with blue green hair
her little girl dangles her feet
 in the restless water
Lady with platinum bob
and a stroller
 attempts to feed the wild ducks
They show no interest in her cookies
Little boy shows up throws stuff
at  the ducks
takes off his shirt splashes about
 
Down Crab Cove multitudes
of geese on the water
squadrons squawk loudly
as they peel into flight
Heavy birds flying close by me
I raise my arms to help them
navigate away from me
This repeats itself
until the last group takes off
coming right towards me
I wave my heather denim jacket
they elevate without
changing course

bound to the sky
off we go
rising
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Earth day three planets
in bright indigo twilight
evening star so near
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Easter Mass at last
new life in accidental time
the Cross draped in white
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Saints do not appear to the living
Only Jesus and the Virgin Mary
may appear in corporeal form
He ascended
She was assumed in heaven
Elijah rode a chariot into heaven
but hasn't been seen since
Jesus was last on the mount of Olives
Angels can appear in angelic form
which is not physical material
The Holy Ghost manifests
in metaphysical form
God the Creator
 hasn't been seen on Earth
Since Moses and Mount Sinai
where He appeared as a Burning Bush
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Egret flies below
I flatten slender grasses
try to do no harm
 
 




 
 



 




 






 
 
 April 2019





 
 
April 2019
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Thursday, April 11, 2019

The Kindness and Cruelty of April (poetry)




 





 
Train Ride Past Diablo
and Back Again

 
 
 
As vast as the clouds and sky
multifarious colors green
the cloud line
the whole topography
everyday to others
fantastical to me
April's mild delirium
bursting out of the
long black-out tunnel
to toy town Orinda
onward to the land
of the ultra green
 
 
cloud shadows on Mount Diablo
a map of another green world
hills in the brilliant sunlight
deep shaded verdure
trees and shadows
cows on a ridge
under palm trees
US and McDonalds flags
one hundred feet over
the Pittsburg flats
photosynthesis of the eyes
and the wind
ultra green expanses
on a rapid train
industrial zone
you never tough the green
 
BART yard of train experiments
variegated green
clouds pass over day-glow green hills
a map of greenness seen from space
miles and miles of brilliant lawn
generally without object or inhabitant
elegantly tall blades of grass
rained on again last night
green glow on the rolling hills
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
the bark of an absent dog
a dead mother
God talked to them
in a voice they could hear
with their ears
voices peel off passing cars
watching you watching you
voices exist on the
psychotic continuum
 
 
I'll make no remark
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Temporary penises occur
as female bearded dragons
grow up
 
 
 
 
 
 
I don't even know what reality
 is supposed to be
it's never been adequately
explained to me
 
 





under a dim pier
a gray wading bird
chilly evening wind






in childlike wonder
successive trees in flower
bus past fairyland






gulls high circling
the film noir Tribune tower
in late afternoon






The brother despaired of himself
and took the road back to the world
The Desert Fathers





Daily life
the world coils inward
as life becomes circumscribed
the commonweal frays
fibrillated edges
thimbles inside of one's gloves
little electric shocks
walk on gilded splinters
third rail warning
outages late arrivals
death on the tracks
material at year zero
never exposed to space
oblivion addicts sleep sitting up
on park bench ziggurat stairways
zebra striped to fool a fly's eye
bee hives unplugged
buzz kill dynamo
the greedy wage war on the needy
borders lined with long term
migrant tents
every mistake gladly repeated
flooded bayous rebuilt
life at the glacial end
Arcimbaldo's principle
the scarecrow laughs at thee
toll for walking down this street
No one was left stranded on the moon
only dunes, only ruins




Holy Thursday

Duck Season on San Francisco Bay

early for the ferry
this morning the mother duck
with five live hatchlings in close formation
glides in the estuary shallows
first tender day of Spring weather
air still cold over the Bay
moving through it at our clip
face masked with a black cashmere scarf
as if others didn't already
think me different enough
Bay bridge and cinematic city
well up like 3D FX
most of the sparse passengers
de-board downtown stunned or stoned
We who travel on to the Wharf
brace before the chill
of Thrilling Golden Gate
Ant farm Sausalito
in a Cezanne light
harbor seals bark
but our barque sails on
Sidewalks bulge but
the deluge is still to come
Decide I'll walk the main drag today
past the brilliant red buildings
 visible from space
Lurid kitsch horror
entertainment billboards
hover overhead
Old tableau a dummy
overhead in a life preserver
gigantic lighthouse prism
revolve the kaleidoscope
of Fisherman's Wharf
outlandish vehicles
megawatt primary colors
the old Fisherman's neon raincoat
Flowers for the Dungeness crab
on Hyde Street Pier
the tall ships renewed and resplendent
Mild enough walk into frigid water
I liberate the small beach
children and others come and go
Alone again two iridescent ducks swim in
Upend themselves finding food
Small wave tosses one out of the water
onto his feet in the sand no problem
soon another wave lifts both out of the water
they poetically turn it into flight
Overhead a sinister silver plane
with a huge surveillance disk
goes out low past the Gate
and comes back again
Leaving the Port of Oakland
several gunboats were seen racing in
endless anxious preparedness

I've lost the butterfly effect
my heart doesn't flutter
into somersaults  as it once did
yet peace was briefly held
astonishment of topography
sea and sky orchestrations
the feats and stunts of civilization
the ease of an adventure such as mine
the new eastern span sifts
 Mount Tamalpais
Stop at the Alameda side
two perfect ducks in flight
level with me
returning on the mythic path I just came
estuary trail the Bay bridge and Golden Gate
line up in the shimmer
the warmest day this year



metallic full moon
bangs a gong in Chinatown
purple gray light


big flock of black terns
waters under the bay bridge
shift when the ferry comes












The Ghost of Notre Dame
Haunts the Holy Week

My photo of candles years ago
votive chaos theory
demons and prophets
a vertical lobster
from the Cathedral façade
Adam and Eve enstoned
kaleidoscopic window
Reliquary of the Crown of Thorns
Roman noir of a young couple
there at night so far from home
pages flipping in the wind
absorb flame memory smoke
Time spent itself
in la Place de Notre Dame
architectural l'horlage
maze inside the Consiergerie
Ste Chapelle labyrinth of jewels
St Severin metaphysical puzzle box
St Julien le Pauvre secret heart
of the Latin quarter
secrets of the Rue Git-le-coeur
Critical mass of the Holy Ghost
Novena at Notre Dame
How high heaven from here
Filigree spire infused in flame
the gargoyles recoil
Nineteenth century addition implodes
Singed palms of Christ's entryway
leads to actual mental Jerusalem
Fire in the medieval forest above
Eerie parallel to Notre Dame church
Fall River Massachusetts
burned to collapse in the early eighties
when a workman's torch
ignited the roof during renovation
Granite Gothic replica
double-towered facade
Majestic horizon forever gone
People who still remember it
go one by one
 the reservoir, the reservation beyond
the Freetown woods
All as well do go
It won't be water
the fire next time
Black hole at the center
 la Voie Lactee



 



 
 April 2019