Tuesday, February 26, 2019

More Poetry Brute

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
More Poetry Brute




St Valentine's Day
 cold bullets of rain
ecstatic static on the radio
abstract thrill of romantic songs
vicarious moans
misty roses
melancholy Chet Baker
my funny Valentine
saxophoned out of temporal reality
whispering highway nearby
late night BART train sound
hive-like midnight
tomorrow over-rushes
the saint's feast day
love is distant omnipresent
held  aloft in one's faith
joy in one's self  all life
pervasive humor
suffice in the void
between
 
 
 
 
 
One great auric cloud
with a setting sun within it
a fairytale lantern
coming toward me
others rise up as well
in classical gestures of defiance
aereopterix gulls
reweave the tarnishing fabric
the iconic sun gives in to
grey wall of storm
subsuming the Maxfield Parish sky
neglible difference made
to the whirling acrobats
 
the sky the sky
I have a lot of sky
 
 
 
 
 
 
The tide went out and did not stop
Everything we left on the bottom
came back out to shame us
Then the water all came back at once
and it didn't end at the shore
 
Broke at the Altamount pass
and shot through the Caldicott tunnel
Alameda remained underwater
Oakland became its estuary
With high rise mirror buildings
remnants emerging at shoulder length
Seagulls adjust albino raccoons
expected as much
Scavengers came in rowboats
to salvage all that floats
Clocktower goes dark at moonrise
The stars reconnect like ferris wheels
Whales arrive out of curiosity
Too many fish in the sea
All of us eating each other
Kites comprised of sea foam
mount the breeze
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
The green hills of now
host stones of forgetfulness
oncoming cloudscapes
 
 
 
 
Winter night of rain
last Fall wildfire smoke snuffed me
chilly wind and rain
 
 
 
 
 in the wind and rain
passersby seen from inside
 my dry windowpane
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
The universe is not big enough
for the two of us
 
 
I'm sensual but deep
you dig your own grave
if you go too deep
 
 
If I sleep now
when I awake again
it will be raining
 
 
 
 
The Pit and the Razor
when the very last stroke
scraped my poor throat
 
 
 
 
 
 
I decided
I don't want to hear
what the shitheads
of the world
have to say
 
 
 
 
 
Danger of spending too much time
in the backyard of the mind,
Hours spent idling
in the attic of memory,
The quicksand of
old photographs,
Each turn of the hourglass
may be one's last
 
 
 
 
 
1980
 
A swanky shop used as a polling place
on Post street San Francisco
We came over to vote against Reagan
Where we used to live
where we were still registered
though moved across the bay
On the way back polls still open
the public address voice
of the BART train
in the tunnel under the bay
informed us that Carter
had just conceded the election
at the exact point
of no return
 
 
 
 
 
 
inner radiance
the perpetual sunrise
I sometimes forget
when I stare too long
in the dark pool of myself
light coming on
the happiest day of my life
 
 
 
 
 
Alone between di Chirico buildings
Sunny chilly empty streets
lone figures walk slowly and savor it
A place with less wind
beside the floating lighthouse
the wind in scintillating
reflections on the estuary
clarity of Winter
the sun not weary on my eyes
A long freight train
sounds its deafening horn
Freight cars with graffiti
ten feet tall
Others with fresh red lumber
from forests north of here
tanks tanks tanks
helicopter passes over me
like an unattended thought
National holiday
without joy or purpose
None can celebrate presidents now
People in sleeping bags and refuse
doze on sunlight sidewalks
seek refuge and shelter
few look in their direction
 



 
Highgate cemetery in London 
Some ghoul attacked the grave marker
of economic theorist Karl Marx
I was there many years ago now
a cadre of Chinese Marxists that day
made the pilgrimage as well
Everyone was quietly respectful

Karl Marx bones lie
a-moldering in the grave
Karl Marx'  bones lie
a-moldering in the grave
Workers of the world
remain in chains, remain enslaved

 




One wind made me stop and spin
made me hide in my hood
in a Chinatown neighborhood
Youth society in dessert shops
anywhere out of the high rise
every port in the storm

No take no bills no more
at the bizarre pharmacy
 closes on Saturday afternoons
But a stable mailbox
and no one begs for money
though they let people sleep
on these mean streets

A sidewalk along a wall
has the stored possessions
of the absent dispossessed
The self-sustained camp in tents
under the infernal overpass
where the State in its fairness
no longer forbids the poor to sleep






Occult Scatology


He complained to the city
that the house across the street from him
neglected their gardening
Wild trees and plants were an eyesore
But his neighbor was a witch
and put a sore curse on him
That the next time he moved his bowels
he would not be able to stop

The next morning he entered
his bathroom at his regular hour
Copious continuous excreta
soon filled the commode
What did I eat he wondered
He tried flushing in flux
but after two successful whirl
it soon stopped shut
the steady shift of ejecta continued
across his sink instantly filled
he resumed his enforced extrusion
into his shower bath

Sweating he soon had to
tug the shower's glass door shut
to contain the swelling mass
of firm heavy dejecta
In frantic desperation at last he
climbed on a hamper opening
the laundry chute to his basement
 to crap down its chasm
By dark he had filled the basement
and the crawl space beneath
with this terrifying ejectamenta

At last in shame
mortification and depletion
he fainted and fell over
expiring in the end
of dehydration



Epilogue

Sufficient structural damage
made repair out of the question
His estate was happy to have
 the lot filled in and bulldozed
No buyer ever showed interest
and the place became overgrown
a arboreal glade with animals
herbs and birds
with incredible mushrooms
The lady across the street
seemed more than content
with her new view
with her new neighbors










Rainy escalator
in impoverished Oakland
a wet dollar bill









February 2019

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  
 
 
 
 

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